Alice is free'd nothing but darkness surrounds me. my mind is going for the final high. I feel a tension in my body, I wish I had a chance to say goodbye. the only lantern above me, turns into the sun in the sky, my world's been dark for so long, I'd forgot how beautiful it was.. melancholic thoughts, but yet I feel a growing gladness. might this be God that I witness? - so full of love... I know I've let you all down, everytime I've put the needle to my veins. see my reflection in a mirror, just an empty shell. don't think of me too often though, I know there's more to it now.. don't drown in selfpity (like I?) lead a good life then die....