statistics, numbers and unreality - this is real and yes it is more - due to this insensible flaw of mankind I strive to find myself no matter what. Have you ever experience a reality shock? If yes, you might wonder what's going on out there and for what reason. So a shephard must be found to establish the best of government, following Cicero; two kings who's power are shortened by 28 senate members. Commoners selected randomly makes an element of democracy. By using this model approved by Platon (the ruling way of Sparta) you avoid the danger of one person having all the power, and you get the best out of the two other governments: a lasting state, friendship and freedom. Thus acchieving what's best for a thinking society secured for the darker/more unstable sides of anarchy, aristocracy and democracy.
"e;Without music, life would be a mistake" (Nietzsche); Guard and nourish your passions well, for they are a source to the love of existence, kill it and self-terminate.
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yourself;
This page would mostly concern those of you who feel that you can never let go of yourself. Or is it really you, or an act? If I say that persons are more beautiful when playing no act, you know it's a fact. Stay yourself and stay i-rie!

idiots;
How can you be, just 'cause you think? I mean, to speak may be defined as to think. Many of my surroundings can speak, but I don't consider them intelligent for that. I mean, you've got to have an opinion and some sense of meaning. Alot of the people I know just look for girls, and what size their breasts are. This must be intruiging indeed, 'cause it's ALL they do:) Well, can't judge them!
As Frank Herbert explains in the Dune series using the Bene Gesserit as an example, men (or women) have to be separated from animals. The barrier is wether you can control your instincts or not.

Some good quotes;

"I am ahead. I am advanced.I am the first mammal to wear pants."
(Eddie Vedder from Pearl Jam, Do the Evolution)

"Maybe that's all that bravery is. A stronger fear of not being brave."
Audre Lorde, Zami

"Talent is perhaps nothing more than successfully sublimated rage."
Theodor Adorno, Minima Moralia

"The trick to fly is throwing yourself at the ground and miss."
Douglas Adams in Hitchikers guide to the galaxy

"Poetry is what gets lost in translation."
Robert Frost

"Even though we cannot imagine a thing, it doesn't exlude it from reality"
"Truth suffers from too much analisys."
Frank Herbert in Dune

A physic-theory I've claimed to discover;

Here's a science theory I've made, also describing how sick I am.
= A man (m) walking on a rotating pavement with his own frequency (f). The car (c) drives on a bumpy stretch straight forward with a constant velocity, causing the car's frequency to hit (f). If (m) keeps walking with (f), he'll get resonans from (c), meaning he'll be torn apart and die in pain! :)

Bottom line;
I have no idea or whatsoever of what the fuck to write about my mental situation, but I can say that when I find out I'll add some lines to this page. Stay tuned for whatever comes!
Regards,

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